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[Mar. 9th, 2005|11:41 pm] |
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its been awhile..
so yea.. been hanging out with sam ALOT lately, ugh!.. j/k. shes awesome, attractive, smart, mature, kind, n cute.. what more could i ask for.. hehe but yeah me n sam are going out now :) mah baby
debating still, but most likely... white tux's for prom ;) hell yeah
oh yeah, and the tongue is now down to a 6g ah.. kinda hurt but its all good now, tho it feels f'in wierd, i might go back to the 8g |
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[Jan. 18th, 2005|09:57 pm] |
2 1/2 weeks till im 18, senior in highschool.
im not happy, depressed unmotivated.. future wise, i wouldnt be able to see my hand in front of my face. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
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Find a guy who will risk the comments of his friends just so he can be with you ..
who calls you beautiful instead of hot ..
who calls you back when you hang up on him .. : )
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat ..
or stays awake, just to watch you sleep …
who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when your in sweats,
who holds your hand.
who thinks your the prettiest when you have no make up on
and insists on holding you around the waist,
and can make you laugh until you cry…
who is not afraid to cry in front of you..and will literally wipe away your tears..
who will tell you he loves you even when his friends are around..
and will stay up late at night and talk to you even tho they are tired just cause your scared of something...
who will talk to you on the phone all night long about the most random things
who would give up everything for you..
the one who loves you like no one else and says that he needs you
sometimes people just dont realise what they have, whose fault is it but their own... i just wish sometimes you would really think about what you have, before you think of who you dont. =/
i cant say i havent done one thing on there, does it make a difference, or just stall the ending. im starting to feel like i need to look other places to someone who can see these things, appreciate them, and be happy without thinking of whats over the next hill.. or where the grass is greener. cuz in the end, your still just looking for the same thing u were in the beginning, to love, to feel, to smile.
you may say this is "too deep" or im too young to start feeling like this.. but whats life if ur living on the surface |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|10:19 pm] |
lately i feel like im dealing with alot.. but i feel it makes me stronger.
i wont hide from what i want..or.. who i am..
you are what you make yourself. |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|09:18 pm] |
wow.. these things freak me out |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|02:37 am] |
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yea i know its been forever but heres my update
.. yea just got home from danielles a lil while ago, since they were all scared for me to leave :/ wish i coulda stayed but the rents wouldnt let me WTJFJSAJ.. err
but yeah ive been hanging out with dee lately and she is really cool, and like i like her alot..its just hard sometimes to show it, cuz i have alot on my mind, like my stupid car.. personal crap n not having a job n stuff... but lately ive been thinking about her alot.
but yeah the car kicked the can, well its broke for a lil while anyways hopefully i can take it in to pankow to work on it, stupid fuel pump is giving me shit. i really fucking miss my car, i hate driving that p.o.s. acclaim, but oh well... it gets me to where i need to go for now..
anyhow its late and im out night |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|07:11 pm] |
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[Jul. 24th, 2004|03:37 am] |
well im not to sure what to put in here..
the summer sucked up untill about a week ago, i wonder why ?!?!?!?
jet skiing and dirt biking, tongue piercing and nipple piercing ahh what am i coming too, im becoming out of hand.. or just growing up and being my own self.. but i guess to my parents i need a counselor to help me with that one..?
meeting new people new friends and i completely LOVE IT.
still wondering which school to go to and my time is running short
omg its 4 in the morning and im like dead im sry for this crapp entry that no one will read except... do i have to say.. ( stop smiling i see that)
lately im starting to feel a little more grownup i dunno why.. and like lately, im like not even looking for nething sexual... i kno its crazy coming from me, but like im really starting to miss not having someone there to hold, and ill stop there so i dont et all mushyy over livejournal, lol....
umm yea comment since no one does ill talk to EVERYONE tomorrow.. bye bye |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|11:52 am] |
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damnit! it all got erased,
k jackies an asshole we are done forever, like yea i tried it once more and she decided to shit all over my feelings again, or well i guess everyone coulda siad that to me. stupid me for thinking she actuall cared for me
( but corey i did u cant say that) - jackie instead of saying something liek that under my entry.. just fucking save it, that along with everything else u siad is just bullshit and i dont care to see it.
so on another note...
hoping to meet sum1 new by fall i hate being alone =/
its summer tho, so it'll be fun... jet-ski'in, getting a dirtbike, hell yeah!
going to a new school next year too.. either anchor bay or north.. post and help me decide which one ?!?!?!
i dunno im just completely bored
steph have fun in florida, hopefully we can hang out when you get back.
umm ill update sum other day when my mind isnt soo blank
bye
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